i went for dinner at the bigfish. it was great. had the lamb shank, and my daily dose of chocolate. the chocolate souffle there rocks, i can't wait to go there again. plus, the host, this croatian guy, was extremely warm and was entertaining, and he rides. ((:

i've been thinking alot. i think i'm going crazy.

weighing me down
like a ton of bricks
just crashing down on me
the heaviness
pulling me down
down, down
down to the fiery hell
that awaits me
waiting for me
to repay for all the sins that i have done
the unforgivable sinner
too much poison can't come undone
despite what others say
the aloofness that i'm feeling
is no more
but the grieveness of it all
everything
why is that so?
why can't things just go the way that you want it to?
why must life be that difficult
or do i just take it the hard way?
or is it actually the easy way out?
am i actually choosing the right route?
i'm so confussed


--i like so need help right now.